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FRIENDS ONLY. comment to be added [Oct. 13th, 2010|11:03 am]
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(no subject) [Aug. 18th, 2010|03:37 am]
annettegeneva
[Current Music |Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth | Powered by Last.fm]

“i don’t want to sleep tonight…

…dreaming is just a waste of time.”

When I can’t sleep I usually try to do some art or anything useful. Maybe catch up on assignments, work, portfolio or even just reading. I can’t do anything tonight. I feel weird. It’s like I had a doze of happiness on Friday and Saturday and now I’ve lost it.

I have no idea why this is happening. I had a chat with Mum and Dad earlier today and that made me miss my family even more. It’s funny how you do not understand how important are such things as family, love, trust and friendship until it’s taken away from you. And it is like a harsh slap on your face. Leaving a red mark and pain on your cheek. 

I know it’s only 30 days until Ill be heading home into loving arms of my amazing family. I can handle that, I am excited…until I realize it will only last for 29 days and I will have to come back. With new ideas, aims and new point of view on how life should change… This all is very sad. I am always lonely. Even in the crowded room. I always will have that feeling of being misplaced. Mistaken. Lost.

I remember that movie with Natalie Portman called LEON. She asked Leon:

-Is life always going to be that tough or is it like that only when you are a kid?

-It is always going to be like that. - He answered.

I am not a kid anymore, but life seems harder and harder everyday. All I can do is keep my head up and smile. Hiding everything in the darkest corners of my mind. I am fine…or at least…I will be just fine.

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+ [Aug. 18th, 2010|03:24 am]
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[Current Music |kings of convenience - id rather dance with you]

I like to close my eyes, lay down on the floor with a hot water bottle on my tummy and listen to kings of convenience.
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(no subject) [Jul. 2nd, 2010|04:43 am]
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[Current Location |Australia, N.S.W.]

Insomnia, I hate you.
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Maybe [May. 29th, 2010|07:01 am]
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[Current Location |Australia, New South Wales]

Maybe I should just get married as soon as we save enough for the wedding? Maybe it will be the right choice. And maybe I'll get a chance to make my family move to Sydney and Darren's mom and dad will stop hating each other? If it won't work out for us, we'll get a divorce. I'm stressed. Sorry.
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My "Grooving the Moo 2010" photos [May. 12th, 2010|04:39 pm]
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[Current Location |Australia, Newtown]
[Current Mood |accomplishedaccomplished]

Lisa Mitchell @ GTM, Maitland 2010
british india @ gtm 2010
Spoon @ GTM 2010
Tegan & Sara @ GTM 2010
Tegan & Sara @ GTM 2010


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? [May. 8th, 2010|06:21 pm]
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[Current Location |Australia, New South Wales]

Why do people take my photos? Who are they taking me for, I'm wondering:) ??

Lovely festival. Tegan and Sara are on. Grinspoon next, then Empire of the Sun and Vampire Weekend!:)

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On a train to Maitland [May. 8th, 2010|10:55 am]
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[Current Location |Australia, New South Wales]

Oh well. I had a ball last night, shooting Tegan and Sara and dancing to their tunes afterwards. It was mind-blowing! The longest Encore ever! 5 songs!! To all ages crowd in a huge venue which didn't even got sold out.
Sara lost her red bull in a car, while driving, and it was nowhere to be found. Weird stuff happens, when you're stuck in traffic.

After the show we had to head off to purple sneakers birthday bash! The cake was so good! Fuck diet!) haha. Was quite entertaining to see all the friends I haven't seen in ages. All the lovely people)

So I'm on a train to Grooving the Moo festival at the moment. Was just passing Gosford. I love the fact of a lake there. Best ever. Sydney sucks with all those beaches.
A train carriege full of brainless teens kinda pisses me off. Grrr Douchbags.
Luckly my friends are avaiting me at the showgrounds and it's only an hour away already. :) sweet

The line-up for me is: Jono Boulet, Lisa Mitchell, British India, Bag Riders, Grinspoon, Kid Koala, Miami Horror, Spoon, Tegan and Sara, Vampire Weekend, Silverchair. Then home! Hopefully.

Will have a quiet weekend, getting ready for college and next week. Shooting Cloud Control and going to VW+afterparty with Chris Baio:) Lovely.

Follow my Twitter for festival feed. :)
Have a nice day, everyone.

photos tbc xx

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@ghostboy [May. 6th, 2010|11:37 am]
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[Current Location |Australia, New South Wales]

Dear ghost boy, You are not invisible. I can feel you everywhere.

please, be patient

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11:11 [May. 6th, 2010|11:31 am]
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Everytime I glance at my watch in the mornings its 11:11 and at night it's usually 03:33. I like numbers. I also like letters and type in general. I like words and I like how those words can make sentences that make sense or even if they don't. I also like remembering people's quotes. Im good at it. But Im bad at remembering people's names. I can memorize faces and voices and stuff they said, but not names. I also like to watch people dancing and chating in clubs and pubs. All the moves and glances. I love it. They are so natural. I enjoy listening to people. I get very nervous when I like a person and I try to avoid them. It calms me.
I like you.

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